Officially, i announce hugging the buddha leg like expected.
haha~~
and i have mixed feeling with the whole vacation trainee thingy
one thing is my holiday totally gone-- this make me super duper sad~ i dun likey
one thing is good for my resume
working life seem so far yet so near to me~
10 month had past since the first day i come perth.
soon i will be saying hello to malaysia
haha

exam

final exam coming soon
soon enough that i still haven start study
Progress of study = 0%
ahahah
pening~~
i still left 10 more days for final exam
2 week of exam period then i am done for this semester
yeahooo
i coming back~~
muahha

T.T

Me
being sensitive
feel left out
no idea wat i want to do
thinking about stuff
dun understand about everything
care about how fren treat me
care about how ppl think about me
miss my home bed
omg and my accomodation next year is a mess
not being a solver dunno how to solve it
pilling up my problem
dunno how to start with it
mess up my mid sem
mess up in my brain
do i still immature? childish ? like i dunno anything T.T

一个一个的朋友都开始谈恋爱了
极度很嫉妒啊！
我真的很想要谈恋爱啊！

my birthday 06.08.2010

20!!!
i joining the group of twenties~~
say goodbye to 10ies~~T.T i going to miss u i mean now!!! seriously missing u
thanks to my best fren
she throw me a awesome birthday party
1st time celebrate at oversea, australia
it was prettee awesome hey
it was so "surPrise" ehem~~(inside joke)
2 surprise i suppose
1st was all housemates, fren.... all of them at my flat
omg!! i was slow indeed i didnt know anything~~ ehem i just too lazy to notice ~~ watever la
haha~~
2nd was the cake thingy~~
2 cake omg~~
the cake was yummy~~ em-em~
Awesome birthday party!!!! i will never forget about it seriously~~

i create another trend ~~haha*shy*(inside joke)
last time was "yorh"
now using "de" or em-em
thick face here <3 haha~~ i know i cute~~ pls say other thing ~~haha

First time

我第一次喝酒喝到醉
不知道是不是喝醉了
胆子也变大了
话变很多～～ｂｌａ　ｂｌａ　ｂｌａ～～什么都讲
我真的不会忘了今天呀！！！
ｓｔａｙ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｍｅｍｏｒｙ～

night

晚上，深夜比较好想东西~~
我也不知道自己在烦什么
他要做什么就做什么，不带我去理会吧
我发现自己就是爱把别人的烦恼塞进我的大脑里
使我不停的再想，
塞在大脑。。很难忘掉，很想帮他
可是知道自己无能为力
我不知道
我只是想你会跟我讲实话
我也想跟你讲实话
可是我不能

Study week

i suppose to be studying for final exam and yet i dun have any motivation to study~
my final exam is within 1 week
4 subject in a week
my bestie tell me that he regret when he didnt study well
but i know i will regret after i taking the exam
just that i cant seem to get myself into reading it
slide, lecture, tutorial, chapter~~ there are plenty of stuff to read though

read read read~~ wat am i doing
even myself i dunno
hopefully i wont fail~

Tarot card of the day

节制 逆位 对自己的想法产生了很大的怀疑，总在新的安排后马上就予以否决，不断修正臫的脚步，但是也不断地让自己重头来过。也许在事业上的路程上你需要的是不顾一切地往前冲。学习努力却得不到回报，精神压力大，觉得筋疲力尽。考试结果令人失望。

suprising it was so correct about it.
it explain almost all of my thing for now
hopefully it wont get worst~

possible or not

one semester almost end here
yet so long n yet so short
wat else can i do here
damn boring here la
i miss the food all the time
maybe i need to do a list
=p
i miss a lot of thing~~
T.T
there are thing that i wish to do when i get back
but haizz the possiblity of doing it is almost impossible maybe it contain 1% OF CHANCE

i hate tis feeling!!!
it come back again!!!
i need to express out but who to talk to~~hmmnn i wonder~~
my gor he too busy~~
T.t
i dun like tis feeling~~
it make me miserable~

Emo

恋爱是什么？
对我来讲是很模糊的东西也很陌生~~
可能单身太久~~你会渐渐的忘了喜欢一个人的感觉是什么？
孤单也会令到模糊的觉得自己喜欢上他~~
我会担心你啊！
我也不知道你想怎样？
可是我有一点羡慕你，你敢去跟网上认识的朋友出去
还是要出国的那一种！！
你明知道那里危险！！可是你还是去了
羡慕你勇敢的那一面
羡慕你可以去认识很多不同的人~~哈哈哈~
羡慕你有很多朋友~

我终于发现朋友的重要性~~
没有了朋友，真的会很孤单
孤单会令一个人想不开
闷闷不乐
在外国，找寻自己的机会来了
要找到适合自己的另一半，先要了解自己
对自己的了解很模糊
找到自己想要什么，是一大步
生活会更好了点
不再去想一些有的没得
生活就是要开开心心地去享受
不再孤僻。好好享受在外地
不再放空，好好的记得每一美好的事情
虽然，自己不知道，自己读的这一科是不是适合自己

不管怎样，我还是要坚持得把它读完。

T。T

放空~
我很讨厌放空~~

不知道自己讲了什么
不知道自己做了什么

好朋友你真的很厉害~~
我记得你讲过你会发现我放空~~
赞!!
对本小姐就是在放空~

怎样才会不再放空呢？

ish~~

friday~~ i cant imagine my holiday it is going to end~
the coming monday is start school
my assignment a!
my law question!
with nothing in progress
i done nothing to my homework
damn smart shall i say to myself~~


i got no motivation to do yet.
yet myself know that i need to hang in by this coming wed n thu

gosh!! i almost forget bout my quiz tis coming monday~~
who going to help me???help!!!!!!!!!

24-3-2010
a day that i really blur
i dun have a clue of what i had just say it to the fren that i talk to
weird weird !!
another 1000 words again- law essay !!! i hate law
there are so many words and need to memorize...
luckily the final exam is a open book test... ya i know... i wont have the time to check the book n write... who care rite~~ last minute work and reading again haha~~ hopefully i pass

u will never know how time gone so fast~~ one minute disaster hailstorm occur on perth...one minute back to sunshine again~~

a bit of frustated that i didnt get to c the hailstorm~ tis is the 1st time occur since i come here...
i was at the lecture hall when it occur, on the next day the spot which i was... the place have been closed down...
luckily nothing happen to me~~ lucky me~~ haha

easter holiday and semester break start next week... i got two week holiday hooray~~
but the sad part is that i have assignment to do during the holiday~~ ish hate assignment~~
who care about assignment~~ let enjoy tis holiday before exam coming~~ hehe

i miss yam cha T.T
i miss shopping in kl
i miss food of cuz!!!!!!!

In a Foreign Place

i dun quite like it here~~ especially the internet~`
they limit u !!!!!!!!!!!!
i want a unlimited one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i survive with just 6gb le!!!!!per month summore !!!! cannot lo!!!
i cant even imagine the life without entertainment la!!! seriouly i hate it so much~~
can i go home?

21-01-2010

argh~~ i write liao de lo~~~ now the post gone
i need to write again~!!! stupid u!!!!

like that jiu bo feel to write liao looooo
haizzz~~

but i wan to write out eh!!!
kns~~ type again~~

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let start~~

a special day~~ ahha~~ i woke up early today ~~unbelieveable~~ even my dad also cant believe it hahaha
i nervous har~~ dunno haha
my best fren bring me go one utama~~ i think i 1st time come eh~~i am typical 宅女...
stay in kl but a lot of place never go be4 T.T
my best fren bring me to go n c a cute cute guy~~hahha
omg my hearbeat very fast lo~~ we are at in front of his house le~~ i saw dao him liao
*shy* *shy* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i wan to scream liao~~ i dunno wat to do next
i cant believe at all~~ i really come n find him liao hehe
i hand in his present n then persuade him to go eat dinner with me
hahahaaa at last he agree hehe~~
my best fren say i very brave la*shy* haha
i know i know~~

really a special nite to me~~
thx for willing to come out n meet me~~
i really appreciate it very much thx again~~

muackzz ==
i really hope u like the present la ~~hehe~~
n tis is 1st time i hand in the present to a guy le~~
a good start haha~~

我

我在脸书跟人表白~~
我打出来的时候~~我的心跳好快哦！！
不知不觉~我的脸好热~~~
好害羞哦~~
我也不知道那个人会回我吗？
我第一次表白~~
我也不知道要做些什么
下一步什么~~

怎样办啦！！！！！！！

他回我了~~
可是现在我们到底是？？？？

new year 2010

welcome to 2010~~~
hopefully everything will be all right~
my sis had went for national service for 3 month..sarawak~~
i miss her~~~T.t yerrrrrrr c2pid ns
wat to do~~
Feb 12- i be leaving malaysia n go to australia to further my study~~
i really dunno wat my thought n feeling~
it all mixed up together
i dunno wat i doing
haizz~~